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It has been 5 years since my last comment. I cannot believe it... I used to LIVE on this thing.

I found the site very late last night. Stayed up until 7 o'clock in the morning reading mine, and other friends old entries. It... made me cringe. I cannot believe I was that bad :| Half the entries I either do not remember, or wish I didnt. Ahh. To be 15 again!

I guess I'm starting this up again because i need to vent. An outlet that's not my friends. And also because I know no one reads this.




Where to start...
I am now 19 years old. One year ago i was removed from my family home because of a nasty, undignified arguement with my father and other family members. I was homeless for a month, sofa surfing, then moved into a Homeless Hostel with other 'colourful' characters. since then i have moved another two times and am now very confortable where I am, even though i do not have my own place yet. But oh well. After a string of very... *messy* relationships, i met my fiancee Harry. We have been together for over a year and a half. *Proper lush, bro.* He makes me very happy and i wouldnt change where my life has landed me for the world, if i am brutally honest. It been hard, I will admit. When when is life not? It has it's ups and down, but i will say, it is all worth it.
Money is a pain, family is still family, but trying to survive on my own is fun. The sense of freedom may not be completely there, but it's more then i had when i was at home, in a way. Makes you feel like a real grown-up. Everyone gets older and moves home. It's never as easy as having free bed and board, but it really is. worth. it.
My sister Jade had a two and a half year old son now. His name is Bradley and he is the light of all our lives. Got the cutest smile in the world! We get on much better these days, (Jade and me). She and Harry arent eachothers biggest fans but i can deal with it. (Y) My mum and harry get on really well too, so i'm chuffed with that. :) I love my mum. Get on with her alot better these days.

I dont talk to my old friends from here any more. Which is a shame considering, but that's life.
Girl in the Movie: Hey people. I have the craaaaaziest idea!!!
Lets all go get drunk like a bunch of underage twats and boast about it!!! YAY!!!
THEN!! When we go home [ still blatantly drunk ] we can let our parents catch us and yell at us and ground us!!! Then we can go on LJ and bitch about it forever more!!! "Oh, man!! Why can't they give me my freedom!!?" I shall say. "Gosh. I hate my life. I hate my parents" I shall also state.

Oh. What sweet joy this is, being a rebellious teenager and all. Listening to From First To Last and Lost Prophets, doing and saying whatever is in the lyrics, make believing it actually resembles my life and the things I get up too.

I shall blame everything I do wrong on someone else to make myself feel big and clever. If one of my friends doen't give me a hug at LEAST ten times I shall think they hate me and go cry about it to someone who I actually think a total bitch but be nice to their face. And then they'll go and yell at my so called 'friend-of-only-nine-hugs' and then EVERYONE will hate me because I am so 'immature' and 'needy' and 'stabbed-them-all-in-the-back-for-talking-to-the-Bitch'. But it's okay. It's all my so called 'friend-of-only-nine-hugs's fault. I'll tell them all that and then they'll hate them, not me. And I'll feel so much better and loved again!!


Tayler: [That movie was no bad!!!!]
So Raise Your Glass High For Tomorrow We Die And Return To The Ashes You Call.
I don't get it. I'm being ignored for NO REASON!!! We didn't even HAVE a fight!
I don't have a clue what the fuck he's on about. =/
Oh, shit on a pigeon.
Oh, fuck a duck.
Oh..... Do something else obscene to a poor defencless bird.

YOU HEARD ME.

*Sigh.** Hate you all.
BEAM ME UP SCOTTY
I am seriously bored now.............................

EMILY!! VICKY!! COME GET ME!! I'M BORED!!!

I so tired................

I don't wanna go to school.
But I have Jade's "Under the Bridge" hat so I HAVE to go make everyone jealous!!! >=]]
And a really large umbrella incase it rains.... but i have a feeling it may be TOO big..... It has a teddy on it and it says "Holly's Bear"
Aw....
Er...........................It's one of those wooden handles so they curve...

Why am I describing the umbrella? Aw. Man...
I'm so tired.

I put patches on my demin Jacket!!!!!!!!!! And aparently I look like a hobo in it when I wear my gloves because they're falling apart. ^_^

End.
I'm back from my Holiday..... Though I doubt you knew I was actually on holiday anyway...

I#m feeling alil' sad right now... Not sure why...


Oh,. and I'm failing Science..... YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm totally fucking screwed. I hate myself sometimes. >=[.


BAD me!!! VERY BAD me!!!
"Weak as I aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam, no tears for you!!!"

IMMENSE SONG// T'is good. ^_^
I like eggs............

And lesbian porn...........

And gay porn.........

And bi porn..........

And straight porn.............

And fetish porn..........

And I like to laugh at Anime porn..............

Because it sucks.................

I think I like porn................

And eggs..........